Forgiven on the Battlestar

I run across thing every once in a while while watching a movie or TV show where I have to take a deep breath and just say, "wow, that is it." This time it was while watching Battlestar Galactica: Season 3 Episode 19 "Crossroads: Part 2"

(Warning! Contains Spoilers)
For those who don't know about the show, it is a story of the surviving human race running from the Cylon army, machines that revolted against humans and are attempting to wipe out humans from existence. Giaus Baltar was the elected President of the humans when the Cylons invade the planet, New Caprica, enslaving the humans.

This scene is the President on trail for treason against humans after they escaped from New Caprica.

Romo Lampkin

Do you believe that the defendant
deserves a fair trial?

Captain Lee Adama

As a matter of fact, I do.

Romo Lampkin

Why?

Captain Lee Adama

Well, aside from the fact that everyone
deserves a fair trail, I also happen to
believe that he is not guilty of the
charges...

Prosecution Attorney

Your Honor, I must insist on an exception
here. He cannot testify in this manner,
it's completely improper.

Captain Lee Adama

I agree.

Prosecution Attorney

He state his arguments in the closing
statement, not on the stand.

Judge

I'm inclined to agree with the prosecution.

Prosecution Attorney

Thank you.

Admiral William Adama

You can appeal to the president if you
feel this influence is a verdict, but,
I for one, would like to hear this
witness testify.

Judge 2

I would second that.

Judge

Continue.

Romo Lampkin

Thank you, your honors.

(to Lee Adama)

Mister Adama.

Lee stares at his father.

Romo Lampkin

Mister Adama.

Captain Lee Adama

Yes.

Romo Lampkin

Why do you believe that the defendant,
Giaus Baltar, deserves to be acquitted?

Captain Lee Adama

Well, because the evidence does not
support the charges.

Romo Lampkin

Come on.

Captain Lee Adama

Did the defendant make mistakes? Sure,
he did, serious mistakes, but did he
actually commit any crimes, did he
commit treason? No. I mean, it was an
impossible situation. When the Cylons
arrived what could he possibly do, what
could one have done?

(beat)

I mean ask yourself, what would you
have done? What would you have done?
If he had refused to surrender the Cylons
would have probably nuked the planet right
then and there. So did he appear to cooperate
with the Cylons? Sure. So did hundreds of
others. What's the difference between him
and them.

(beat)

The President issued a blanket pardon.
They were all forgiven, no questions asked.
Colonel Tigh. Colonel Tigh used suicide
bombers to kill dozens of people. Forgiven.
Leutenant Agathon and Chief Tyrol murdered
an officer on the Pegasus. Forgiven. The
Admiral. The Admiral instituted military
coup d'état against the President. Forgiven.
And me. Well, where do I begin? I shot down
a civilian passenger ship, the Olympic carrier,
over 1,000 people on board -- forgiven. I
raised my weapon to a superior officer,
committed an act of mutiney -- forgiven. And
then on the very day Baltar surrendered to
those Cylons, I, as commander of Pegasus,
jumped away, I left everybody on that planet
alone, undefended for months. I even tried to
persuade the Admiral never to return, to
abandon you all there for good. If I had had
my way, nobody would have made it off that planet.
I'm a coward, I'm the traitor, I'm forgiven. I'd
say we're very forgiving of mistakes, we make our
own laws now, our own justice and we've been pretty
creative in finding ways of letting people off the
hook for everything, from theft to murder -- and
we've had to be, because--because we're not a
civilization anymore. We are a gang, and we're
on the run and we have to fight to survive. We
have to break rules, we have to bend laws, we have
to improvise.

(beat)

But not this time, no. Not this time, not for Giaus
Baltar.

(to Giaus)

No, you. You have to die. You have to die, because,
well because we don't like you very much. Because
you're arrogant, because you're weak, because you're
a coward, and we, the mob, want to throw you out the
airlock because you didn't stand up to the Cylons and
get yourself killed in the process. That's justice
now. You should've been killed back on New Caprica,
but because you had the temerity to live we're gonna
execute you now. That's justice.

The court attendance murmurs, shakes their head no.

The judge pounds her gavel.

Judge

Order, order.

Captain Lee Adama

This case...This case is built on emotion, on anger,
bitterness, vengeance, but most of all it is built
on shame. It's about the shame of what we did to
ourselves back on that planet. It's about the guilt
of those of us who ran away...who ran away. And we're
trying to dump all that guilt and all that shame onto
one man, and flush that man out an airlock and hope that
that just gets rid of it all, so that we can live with
ourselves. Well that wont work. That wont work.
That's not justice, not to me. Not to me.

Romo Lampkin

No further questions.

Really, not much more needs to be said. And me, where do I start? Slander, speaking poorly of others, given into temptation of lust, gossiper, thief -- forgiven. Forgiven by the blood of the cross. -- Forgiven.

Fly Fishing

Recently I went on a couple fly fishing trips with a primary objective in mind: To get my friends "hooked" on fly fishing. Needless to say, it was a success.

Now I have added to my fishing buddy list, found an awesome fly fishing shop close to my place in Pasadena and now have a much stronger desire to go do more fishing. Strangely enough, I also saw that people have been catching fish in the LA River (probably not good to eat).

My next task is to have a successful trip to the Kern River. Hopefully in a few weeks or so.

Caution

As a Christian it is sometimes our instinct to be always available to our brothers and sisters in Christ. Being there as spiritual support in tough times. Be cautious for sometimes we can get ourselves into situations that are counter productive to our mission as a Christian, whether intentional or not.

We can sometimes run the risk of hurting people and our integrity by being openly available and rushing into help when called upon. The best advice that I can give is Pray, Pray, Pray, seek council of your fellow believers, and Pray. If something seems off or a little uncomfortable then there is a good chance something is off or dangerously close to crossing the line.

Caution, Caution, Caution - and pray.

In Due Time

I was reading today in 1 Peter 5:6 "Humble yourselves, therefore, under God's mighty hand, that he may lift you up in due time."

The verse strung a unique chord with me. How often do we try to humble ourselves under God's mighty hand. Strangely enough, I think as Christians we often do try to humble ourselves. It is a common lesson we are taught: pride goes before a fall, etc. So why is it that I found this verse to be so unique? What touched me that last part of the verse, "that he may lift you up in due time." For one thing we often forget what God will do for us.

Let's look at the word humble. I did a quick glance at dictionary.com, not the best source for finding the biblical use of a word in a verse but it gives some reference. There were two definitions they had for the word that I think applies to this verse. 1) not proud or arrogant; modest and 2) courteously respectful. By no means is this exhaustive research but we have at least skimmed the surface to set up to the point I want to make.

God will lift us up, how he lifts us up is never certain but he will, but how often are we willing to wait for the next part of the verse, "in due time." Humans have this issue with wanting things now. Why is it so hard for us to wait? One thing I learned when I was in school was, if you wait until the last minute it only takes a minute. Well, I get the feeling sometimes that God wants to show me he can do better and applies the idea that if you wait until the last second in only takes a second. I can't do something in a second but God sure can and I believe that he does that to remind us that what he does for us could only be him. So with humility and patience we will be lifted up...in due time.

God's Plans

This video is from the TV show KINGS. Modern adaptation of the story of David and Saul from the Bible. What is shared is so true, what we need to do is remember that God's plans are much better than ours.

Faith...

...is best when put to practice. Thanks God, I thought I learned to use faith. Guess there are a few things I still need to learn.

If anyone is hiring...

Every Breath I Have

Put in Awe of God

A good friend of mine got me into this habit of asking in my prayers to be put in awe of God, on a daily basis. I've been trying to ask that every day. Today, a huge burden was lifted...postponed which has put me in awe of God.

Praise the Lord.

Time of Harvest...should it matter?

Today I was in a discussion about whether it was a time of harvest for Christians or a time of waiting? The person who brought it up seemed to be pretty adamant on the fact that it is not a time of harvest for Christians, which leads me to believe that he believes that not much is being reaped for the Kingdom of God.

I have to disagree with that fully. I know God is at work in parts of this world and even in Hollywood and that should be proof enough that there is a harvest out there. Then the question comes up, should we be concerned about whether it is time of harvest or not? In my opinion the answer is, NO! Does a farmer get frustrated with the fact that after he has planted a seed in the ground that it does not produce fruit immediately? I should hope not. A farmer continually cultivates what he has planted. He waters it, fertilizes it, all the things a farmer does in order to ensure that the plant will grow. I would assume that the farmer has an idea of when the crop will be ready based on years of experience and the cycle in which his crops grow and begin to produce, but do you think he thinks about it from day one? Again, I hope not.

We are given the here and now and we should focus on that. Planted the seeds is the first step in producing a crop and if that first step is skipped the likeliness of seeing a crop to harvest goes down rather significantly. When the time is right we will know because God will work the miracle, he will save the lost, and forgive the broken hearted. One of my favorite quotes is from Saint Francis of Assisi, "Go into the world and preach the gospel, and if necessary use words."

Be bold with the way you live, bold with your moral stance, aim to misbehave from the norm of complacency, but remember that your actions must match what you preach and are often times far more effective. Don't worry about the harvest, it will come, it may already be here, but don't let your foresight into finding the harvest distract you from the need to plant the seed, cultivate it and make it ready for harvest.

Stimulus Package to Stimulate what? Debt?

I was watching C-SPAN today to see what was being said about the Stimulus Package that is being voted on today. I am rather surprised at how indirect people are, specifically the Democrats, everything that is said is opinions and they often disregard what was proven to be absurd or even flat out wrong.

As it stands from what I can see:
Democrats: Yes on bill
Republicans: No on bill

I, being a Republican, side with the idea that this bill should not be passed. I feel like this bill is an excuse to spend on the "accessories" to stimulate our economy. One thing I have learned in my few years of having to manage my money that the first thing to save money is to cut unnecessary spending. This bill is full of unnecessary spending, rails from Los Angeles to Las Vegas for one. But what about the big question is, who is going to pay for this?

A big question I would have is how many people work for a large company with 100+ employees and how many lost their jobs because they were working for a smaller business? No answers but I'm sure there is a way to stimulate the economy without throwing money at it. As working in the entertainment industry I hear the shortcut that often times is solved in a more economical way -- "Just throw some money at it and hope that it goes away." Well, does it? Not from my experience, the problem always comes back.

The new Republican Rep from Illinois hit the nail on the head. He concluded with a quote from Abraham Lincoln "What kills a skunk is the publicity it gives itself."


If you are a Rep. in the House - Vote no.

What does it mean to lead?

So I have made some rather curious observations recently that has spawned my brain into thinking. What makes a leader? What is the duty of a leader? Why is it so hard for people to get what it means to lead?

My recent encounters have shown to me that there are often times two very distinct flaws in leadership or in those who are designated as "leaders". Arrogance and Selfishness.

The more I thought about it the more I realized that arrogance is a flaw that could very easily creep into anyone's way of thinking, especially when they are in a position of authority. Being the head of something or the person who organizes everything and even the person who is supposed to bring balance to a group/society/people they are prone to fall into the mentality of people owe them for their service or that they know better when it comes to any situation or event that may take place. For example, and this could be taken way out of proportion but their is a hint of truth to it, someone may ask how things went - it could be a party, event, job, gathering of any sort, the idea could be they are aware of something in ones life that they know is important to that person and in this case let's say it is a gathering that they were invited to - and the person responds stating that that person was not there. Instead of giving a reason or even stating that they weren't that interested in what it was, just gives a flat answer of nope.

Probably a bad example but the idea that a leader does not take interest in the people he is trying to lead for whatever reason is a sign of arrogance. A sign that they feel they are better than the "flock" that they are leading and in turn makes me believe that they are just another one of the sheep trying to lead the rest of the sheep and have no more knowledge than those around them.

This all leads me to my second thought. Selfishness. This, I believe, is spawned from arrogance. A leader should know that they are serving. Don't expect to receive exuberant amounts of gratitude and praise, time or even money. The job of a leader should be the exact opposite of selfishness and should be a state of selflessness. You may give people food, a place to hang out, advice from time to time, but what really shows a character of selflessness is one that truly shows interest in those they are leading. The job of a leader is more than just saying you care about the people you lead but truly showing a sign of caring, put yourself out there and support your friends or "flock". As a child did you like it when your parents agreed to let you play in little league or supported you participating in drama or music, or did you find a value and pride in the fact that your parents were at your game, show or concert. That they took the time out of their schedule to support you in person and be able to physically be present to tell you "good job, well done."

I know of one person who does this correctly but never gets the recognition or hardly gets it, yet is there every time and if we respond to him we will see him tell us how to improve, when we did good and encourage us to never give up. That leader is Jesus Christ.

From his example, a leader should not be arrogant or selfish, rather they should be humble, a constant servant, encouraging, guide others, selfless, not expect anything in return and hopefully notice when someone is trying to offer something in return. One thing, though, that should not be forgotten is that if our leaders fail, they show arrogance, they are selfish, they do not support us in our endeavors and are not servants - forgive them, remind them what a leader is, but always, always, always forgive them and be to them what they failed to be to you. A friendship is better left in stitches then torn to shreds.

Rules of Flying

I was at it again, engrossed in another movie and what do you know, another spiritual insight comes flying at me.  This was from a movie I have already seen and shared some with you, but good anyway.

Being a member of the great entertainment industry I have found that being able to stay afloat and sane is sometimes the hardest thing for people to do, but what about the rest of the world.  Wouldn't you agree that surviving is sometimes the hardest thing to do? Financially, physically, socially?  Well let me propose this: Understanding who God is and that he is love here is the following from the movie Serenity

River and Mal sit at the controls of the space ship.  A rain storm ensues outside.  Mal flips switches and dials as he guides the boat through the sky.

Mal:

It ain't all buttons and charts, little albatross.  You know what the first rule of flying is?

(beat)

Well, I suppose you do since you already know what I'm about to say.

River:

I do.  But I like to hear you say it.

Mal:

Love.  You can learn all the math in the 'verse, but you take a boat in the air that you don't love she'll shake you off just as the turn of the worlds.  Love keeps her in the air when she ought to fall down, tells you she's hurting before she keels.  Makes her a home.

River:

Storms getting worse.

Mal:

We'll pass through it soon enough.

They wait as the ship is shaken by the storm until calm.  Storm breaks, sun shines.  Off into space.

So when the storm keeps blaring and the boat of yours should not be in the air, just know that you'll pass through it soon enough, both of you, God guiding your boat safely through it.

Who Are We To Say?

I have sometimes encountered the situation where I see fellow believers talking about their walk with God by questioning the commitment of others around them.  Why is it that this becomes the way we rate our relationship with the Father?  I find that when people want to make themselves look better, whether it is in work or recreation, the simplest of ways people find to do that is to say everything that the person they are comparing themselves to is doing wrong.  This should not be the case.  I don't care how much better you are than someone else, I don't want to hear you tell me in a comparison, rather tell me what makes you good.

I have experienced this in leadership situations where people who, in essence, may want to take over a position start to question the leadership that is already in place - whether it be government or church.  I would urge you to not be so quick to judge by raising questions about the leaders commitment.  This is not to say that accountability is of no use, but rather change your attitude from an attitude of pride to an attitude of humbleness.  Leadership is not a role of control, it is not a role of dictatorship. NO! I don't know why people feel that when they are given that role they have to be the forefront of everything, in the spotlight and micromanaging with an iron fist.

Leadership is the act of serving, and when a leader serves a leader inspires and from inspiration you can turn a team following behind you into leaders or better yet into servants.  When that happens your role as a leader changes from proving that you are better than everybody else to running along side your "teammates" and becoming a force larger than before.

So stop trying to prove yourself to others and start working on your own relationship with Christ.  You don't have to compete for Christ attention and from where he stands he sees you no different than the guy next to you.  The analogy comes to mind that is so much easier to relate to when you have either lived in San Fransisco Bay Area, know of it, or have been there. 

Two men are standing on Pier 39 in San Fransisco looking out towards Alcatraz.  They both get the notion to see if they can jump their way from the Pier to the Island.  (For those of you who don't know, the distance between the two is roughly 6,000 feet.)  The two men took a running start at one end of the Pier and when they got to the end of it they lept from the boardwalk toward the Island both landing in the Bay separated by only a few feet.  One of them said as they were bobbing in the ocean water, "I got closer than you."  But when all is said and done neither of them were remotely close to even coming close.

Romans 3:23

"for all have sinned and fall short of the glory of God."

Peace and Tolerance: Election '08

This is a strange thing that I have noticed recently and realized it to have been apparent for quite sometime. I notice it in America, because I live here, but it could happen in other parts of the world. What I find strange is the people, usually in reference to political opinions, that promote peace and tolerance for all are also the most vocal about their stance. I don't see a thing wrong with being vocal about what you believe and especially when promoting peace and tolerance. I believe that these issues were one of the reasons The United States of America were formed. Unfortunately, the people who are vocal about their cause do this strange thing that confuses the hell out of me and makes me to believe that their promotion of peace and tolerance is more of an excuse to not have to live by any code.

So far I have experience more anger and intolerance from people who promote what they say is peace and tolerance, can I say peace and tolerance more? peace and tolerance, peace and tolerance, peace and tolerance, peace and tolerance.

If we are to say we need peace, why riot or voice threats or show your anger attempting to show how much stupider people are than you if they believe differently. Does that truely promote peace and tolerance. The biggest issues I have discovered that people show the most hatred towards are ones that I did not vote in their favor on.

Prop 4: I voted in favor of this proposition because I believe that and adults judgment is better than a teenager. Not only am I Pro-Life but a teenage girls body should not be harmed in the way that abortion can do, plus a parental awareness is that much closer to a right decision

Prop 8: I voted in favor of this proposition because the beliefs that I have are that homosexuality is a sin, so I could not vote in favor of allowing a person to sin. Other reasons are the following: I do a lot of wedding video and photography and I run the risk of a lawsuit if I decline to provide services to a couple due to my moral beliefs. If I turn down my service to a gay couple because I don't support their kind of marriage will I be running the risk of a lawsuit. Also non profit organizations could be at risk of losing their non profit status if they refuse their services such as wedding, location services to gay couples. Why should an organization be punished for adhering to their moral beliefs. I feel that it is my duty as a Christian to vote in favor of this Proposition.

Obama/Biden or McCain/Palin: Not only for moral conservative beliefs I feel that the things proposed are far better and will be better run with a McCain/Palin administration...although I think Mike Huckabee would have made a better president. Tell me what a Mike Huckabee/Ron Paul ticket would be like - that would be phenomenal.

Anybody, who voted otherwise, God be with you and that you voted in a way that did not compromise your morals...and if a Christian, your commitment with God - even if it was different than how I voted.

I Aim to Misbehave

Again, it was one of those nights and I got caught up in watching a movie. Now I enjoy a good flick, whether for research, pleasure or both, but it always catches me by surprise when I find those gems that spark thought, evoke emotion and as Captain Malcom Reynolds might put it, "That there is surely something that invokes a man to be inspired."

When trying to shed an ounce of insight on my evening I began to think of how the deceiver is the master of doing just that. Our thoughts lend towards the idea that we just might be able to become better, a life without sin and we are led to believe that we can do it on our own. "The greatest trick the devil ever pulled was convincing the world he didn't exist," (The Usual Suspects, 1995) but it goes even further than just that. Society has led us to believe that the solution to our problems does not lie in the government but it lies in each of us...Sounds great doesn't it, a way to inspire people and get them to work for, dare I say it, the devil? I don't think that working for the government is bad, or that the government is bad, but what I am saying is that fundamentally the idea that the solution lies in man is the misconception. The solution to our worlds problems: social, political, personal, public, lies in our Saviour Jesus Christ.

I live in Los Angeles, California, the heart of the entertainment industry. This is a place where radical ideas are born. I have noticed that in being edgy or active politically or even in entertainment a formula must be followed. For acceptance, you should probably not be a Christian, you should vote Democrat and always tell people that they can do pretty much whatever they want as long as it doesn't hurt me. For success, make a movie that is bizarre and makes no sense, write a screenplay that fits a formula that is known to sell, join a union and strike if you don't get your way. And guess what, every body does it.

As Christians I notice how I immediately stand out from those around me. Disgust and bitterness just at the mention of the name Christian. Well, we have the answer, we know the news, we are one up on the great deceiver and he doesn't like it. Then I am watching the movie Serenity (2005) and it clicks again:

MAL:
This report is maybe twelve years old. Parliament buried it, and it stayed buried 'till River dug it up. This is what they feared she knew, and they were right to fear it. 'Cause there's a whole universe of folk that are gonna know it, too. They're gonna see it. Somebody has to speak for these people.

So whose it gonna be? Can we handle breaking the mold of comfort? Let me say this, looking through the letters written by Paul I can see an example of breaking the mold. Heck, we'll make it easier than that. This guy named Jesus was hung on a cross for breaking the mold. Then much to the surprise of the devil, he rose and I can pretty much be certain that he didn't see that coming.

But we are all called to serve for different reasons and not everyone is here in Hollywood. That make no never mind to me. You still have the same objective.

MAL: (CONT'D)
You all got on this boat for different reasons, but you all come to the same place. so now I'm asking more of you than I have before. Maybe all. Sure as I know anything I know this, they will try again. Maybe on another world, maybe on this very ground swept clean. A year from now, ten, they'll swing back to the belief that they can make people...better. And I do not hold to that. So no more running.
(beat)
I aim to misbehave.

JAYNE:
Shepherd Book used to tell me, "If you can't do something smart, do something right."

ZOE:
It's a fair bet the Alliance knows about Mr. Universe. They're gonna see this coming.

MAL:
No. They're not gonna see this coming.

So let's aim to misbehave, because they won't see this coming.

Memorial to a Tiger

When I was in 5th grade, the age of 10 as my mother says, my father came home from work with a surprise that none of us were expecting. He had heard the cries of a small kitten coming from the inside of a drain pipe that came from underneath the sidewalk outside his office. After some coaxing with food, he found a small kitten small enough to hide in the palm of his hand. The kitten looked much like a gray scale tiger and we all grew rather fond of the little guy quickly. We named him Tiger.

It was the duty of my brother and I to teach the little cat the ways of a warrior, so we continually gave it wrestling lessons and gave that cat an edge in the ways of defending itself. When it was about three years of age it went missing. My sister who was a major animal lover convinced my dad to go looking for him around the neighborhood and much to my surprise, the came home with cat in hand. It had been found in the neighbors tree with it's foot caught in the branches, it had been there for two to three days until my sister rescued it.

A year or so later, we added a dog to the family that scared the cat and it eventually ran away. One early morning while I was getting ready to start my paper route I saw a rather familiar cat walking down the street, and it was not afraid of me. I approached it and was able to pick it up and quickly discovered that I had found the 1 week long missing cat, Tiger. I returned it home immediately before I started my route.

The cat was fixed and decided it would stay at home and rule the neighborhood. Some days on my way out the door I would see an enormous cat get laid out, by a cat half its size. I knew it's childhood training had paid off and Tiger was a force to be reckoned with in the neighbor hood, and he ruled it.

Years past and the cat grew old, new additions came to the family. A young kitten named Nala, the annoyance in Tiger's side that grew to be a companion. He learned to tolerate the young restless kitten and taught it in the wisdoms of his age. She in turn, learned to respect Tiger and learn from him.

It was the night of Tuesday, September 30, 2008. Sixteen and a half years since Tiger was abandoned as a runt of a kitten. Sixteen and a half years when Tiger first saw the light of day. Health issues had turned the muscle and sometimes fat into pure skin and bones. He was loved and cared for the whole night, pet and scratched with returns of his unforgettable purr as he recognized he was loved. A clean towel was placed in his bed and he was set down for a nights rest.

Dawn, Wednesday, October 1, 2008. Just before waking Tiger breathed his last and passed peacefully in his sleep. No growling of pain, no horrific accident. Just old age and a cats legacy left behind. The fearless cat, the fighter, the companion the mold for what a cat should be - 16 1/2 years to date and never forgotten. To a Tiger, to a Legacy and to a friend.

Mustang! Part 2

Today was a milestone in the start of the Mustang. After a little bit of trial and error, the Mustang (a.k.a. Catrina) finally turned over. All I need to do is flush the radiator/water system real nice, install new water pump, hoses and such, install the new gas tank and components, install exhaust system and all that will be left on this round is a bit of body work.

Return of the Mustang!

So about 2 months ago someone made a left hand turn in front of me, giving me about 10-20 feet to stop while traveling at 35mph (their fault of course). So now my Saturn is totaled and the insurance money is going towards fixing up the old Mustang from High School (a.k.a Catrina - not like the huricane, that was spelled with a "K").

So I started the process this week and have found it quite enjoyable. Who ever thought the bringing a classic back to life would be so much fun. To start I put in a new alternator (the newest looking part on the car now). Then I replaced the oil, oil filter and solinoid. As of now it doesn't turn over, somehow the battery died. So hopefully after the battery charges again I will get it to turn over and be that much closer to a running Mustang.

Coming soon is the new Gas Tank and hopefully I will have a decent running car that will be able to make multiple trips to and from LA to SF Bay Area. My goal is to save as much money as I can to apply towards body work and a basic paint job to keep rust out.

More to come, maybe I'll even add some more pictures. The latest is a look at my missing Sheild Plate for the transmission.

Found this to be insightful

Luke 18

1Then Jesus told his disciples a parable to show them that they should always pray and not give up. 2He said: "In a certain town there was a judge who neither feared God nor cared about men. 3And there was a widow in that town who kept coming to him with the plea, 'Grant me justice against my adversary.'

4"For some time he refused. But finally he said to himself, 'Even though I don't fear God or care about men, 5yet because this widow keeps bothering me, I will see that she gets justice, so that she won't eventually wear me out with her coming!' "

6And the Lord said, "Listen to what the unjust judge says. 7And will not God bring about justice for his chosen ones, who cry out to him day and night? Will he keep putting them off? 8I tell you, he will see that they get justice, and quickly. However, when the Son of Man comes, will he find faith on the earth?"

Squeaky wheel gets the oil? Or constant asking builds confidence/faith?

Scratching the Itch

I woke up early this morning to go to a writers group. The morning glow lit up the windows and the birds were softly chirping outside. I paused for a moment and thought to myself, "This would be a great day to go fishing..."

It was misty and almost raining outside. Still I want to go fishing.